aww~ bad mood!



i hate separations. orlando's separation was already a bad one. all the tears and memories. everything seemed like yesterday to me. i just managed to emailed jenny, my assignment coordinator back in orlando, like today. and the reply was something i never wanted to hear. her husband passed away on may 27th like 2 days before her birthday. how heartbreaking can that ever be?suddenly the heart just sank. everybody can say life and death is not for us to control but when stuff like that happens, we still feel tremendously down. at least for me it's like that.
she told me she's on her way back home with her husband's ashes now and i couldn't find any other words to console her at all. like helpless.



she was like a mum in orlando =( the days where she cooked me rendang and chee cheong fun when i miss home felt like not too long ago. the days where i would tell roomie monica how loving hse is..how helpful she had been to me and how nice of her to cook me home cooked food. and it kind of got me thinking, life is fragile. people leave without saying anything. sucks.




BAD Monday; 11/06/2007; 23:06